Strange Day

So I am feeling so strange today. Not necessarily in a bad way, but just weird. Kylee had our THIRD baby yesterday and I just can't think of a name I want him to have. We are thinking about Camden right now but it just doesn't feel right. I don't know why.

Also, I love me new, but difficult, job at Northwestern Mutual. However, they are not giving me a few days to accomplish something that $1500 rides on despite my having had a child that was premature by a month yesterday. Strange. We'll see how that goes.

Life is just weird. I am not morbid usually at all, but I am excited for the next life when we can look back at this life and just so, "Oh yeah, that makes perfect sense now." Here's to hoping that day actually comes!